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An
international online magazine that
publishes Surrealist poetry in English.
Issue
Nine
PATRICK CHAPMAN In the Season of Blue Glass
you would step inside
the iceberg
hanging in the sky above the land it once passed over co-ordinates far apart in time returned to the locus where they had once intersected an impossible configuration a shaft in the ice but no sense of direction or of gravity long ago now you would stand under a tree look up turn and fall onto the ice above to drop like a human stalactite but feel no mass no rush of blood you would know that which is inexplicable to one who does not understand a hymn of landscape jazz a clash of conditions in which the rules of psychogeology modify the laws of physics time slides off the iceberg you were there tomorrow you will go there yesterday you are never here now a painted backdrop to a forest the sky a slice of hours calving off the glacier of time a boom in air as minutes fall in the clearing of your supersonic throat the coining of your eyes Koan Your
anthem hails the crack in everything,
a crack through which the light gets in – but for an egg what enters is complete existence failure, and you know it. You know that a yolk – like the disc that once upon a universe spun our solar system out – is meant to resolve into chick, the corona of albumen absorbed in a matrix of beak, eyes, heart. If hatched and female it may grow to give more eggs – a star making suns that make stars that make suns. It takes only a hairline to let in the dark. Dropped on a stone it is lost. Split on the rim of a bowl into flour, the meat is diverted to pancake or biscuit, or bread for enfolding a treat. Whisked in a skillet on heat, it is still called an egg but nowhere in nature are ova so rendered observed to give rise to a bird. And what sheer froideur to serve duck in a dish bound with noodles and eggs, no matter how fine the intended effect. An egg may embolden tempera to glaze the odd smile of a model posed nude for the gaze of a painter desirous of priming her spore – but hers are not the kind of eggs much used in art these days when it is rare to find a satisfying omelette composed from such an ovulate. Lay one of those queens, dear Leonard – and it is never the light that gets in but some bastard in a birthday suit. Please
use all of the cord if you
do not use all of the cord there is hope that you will hang only the hurt that makes you want to use all of the cord do not load all of the shot if you do not load all of the shot there is a chance that you may blast only the loss that makes you want to load all of the shot do not take all of the pills if you do not take all of the pills there is hope that you will numb only the pain that makes you want to take all of the pills do not breathe all of the gas if you do not breathe all of the gas there is a chance that you may choke only the grief that makes you want to breathe all of the gas do not shoot all of the horse if you do not shoot all of the horse there is hope that you may end only the dark that makes you want to shoot all of the horse do not draw all of the blade if you do not draw all of the blade there is a chance that you may bleed only the guilt that makes you want to draw all of the blade do not Patrick Chapman has had thirteen books published since 1991, most recently Open Season on the Moon (Salmon, 2019) and David Cronenberg on Screen (Sonicbond, 2021). |
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